The closer we get to May and Mothers Day the more I find myself slipping back into the depression I suffer. For a couple of different reasons and the first one is it’s Suzzane’s Birthday and also Mother’s Day and it just so happens she was born on Mother’s Day which makes the Holiday even that much harder to face.
On top of that my mom has passed away, and I miss her so much that seeing all the items for moms and not being able even to call my mom hurts. So there are days I don’t even feel like getting out of bed. Which I can’t do because I have Charlie and he needs me, and I am his mom it’s not fair if I sink back into the depression and tune out the world.
I plan on doing something different so that I have time to breathe and I plan on purchasing this new journal I found called Mom’s Quiet Time Journal because for 10 minutes I can focus on myself and how I am feeling then I can shake it off and move forward without bringing Charlie or David did.
I will be able to celebrate and enjoy our Anniversary which is at the end of the month as well as the Vacation we are planning. Once I finish the journal, I can put it up for Charlie when he is grown, and it will give him a chance to get to know his mother better and also show him how I was feeling.
You’re a busy mom. You want to collect your thoughts and have meaningful quiet time, but sometimes you’re too weary to make an effort. You need a resource that can simplify things for you.
